Fragments

"Here's my heart,
Torn apart,
These fragments are all that remain...
Mend it with,
your thread of love...
So your passion might flow through my veins..."

Those are lyrics to a song I wrote several months ago... and I'm realizing how very true they are. Sometimes it's only when we're truly broken that we realize we NEED to be flooded in the Love of God... That we NEED that passion, because that's what we were created for, it's what our soul longs for, and we'll never be completely happy until we're drowning in it!

It's a shame that it takes being broken to bring us to that place, but I guess that's the beauty in brokenness. When all peace is lost, when all hope is lost, when all our dreams seem to be crumbling around us... He's there. He's always there to pick us up and hold us in his arms, and tell us that it's okay... daddy loves you, and everything is going to be okay!

It's a beautiful thing! There's never a better comfort than having our heavenly daddy pick us up, hold us in his arms, and fix the brokenness!

He's the giver of life, peace, love, joy, hope, acceptance, and authority!



I was engaged to be married on October 2nd of this year... but here about a week ago, I lost all my peace. I lost that joy... that hope... and I've never felt so horrible in my entire life. I felt SO broken, and so lost. I thought I was happy! I thought all my dreams were coming true... but I was broken. I think I've always been a little broken, and It's just now coming to the place that I have to step OUT of my comfort zone, and let him fix me. I won't be truly happy with anyone, or anything, in any place until healing is finished.

It's not even about getting married anymore... it's about letting the Lord have me to the point I don't have to worry about myself. I need to give up all the things that I've carried with me for so many years and let Jesus bear that burden... because that's what He was born to do. That's why He died for me! He loves the broken ones... and wants nothing more than to pick up their fragments... mend them with love... and send them into blessings, and live more abundant.